One Step At A Time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

P.S: knew this song from my sist when we had karaoke together. :)

Enjoy!

I'm Afraid of 30 out of 72 Common Fears

I fear...

[] black people
[] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[x] flowers or other plants

total so far: 4

[] being touched
[x] fire
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] snow

total so far: 10

[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[] clowns
[x] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[x] tornadoes

total so far: 17

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up, old

total so far: 26

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood

total = 30

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling. ✔
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.

oh come on! I got the first one, but I think counselings aren't needed.

Studded Handbag

Alexander Wang Studded Leather Bag
Fall 2009 Collection
Worn by MK Olsen



I never liked MK before. really! even her sense of fashion but after I saw this picture, I change that judgment.
awesome! the bag almost makes me die.

anyways, good luck for every 9th year student around Indonesia. hope you guys pass the national exam successfully.

there's always a love from me,
♥

Currently in Love with Shorts and White T-Shirt

it's only a shirt but I love it. by felicemichelle featuring Miss Selfridge bracelets

playful by felicemichelle featuring Golden Goose sneakers

off to somewhere by felicemichelle featuring Marc by Marc Jacobs t-shirts

I would like to prepare and buy some clothes for my university year. I cant wait so long for wearing my gray jacket. I'll show it to you next month.
actually, the colleges didnt allowed us to wear shorts like this, but leggings, pants, and skirt. they're officially allowed. I will also buy some shoes, whether it's sneakers or flats, I'd love to wear them to my campus. for the tops, I'll choose a long sleeve one instead of T-shirt. but T-shirt ain't really bad too dear. ooooooh geez, times passed too fast.

I'm going to off to my friend's house. we need some practice for tomorrows practical examination. it's a drama about The Lost Son, you can read it from the bible; Luke 15:11-32 RSV. I'm going to act as an angel. sounds good, huh?

catch ya later, ♥!

Wristwatch by Dooodolls Design

maybe you have heard that I'm a dooodolls lover. I knew these dolls from Renek and it's been almost a half year I adore to these plushes, and always gaze at it when I was in his car. he owns the Ninja one.

a Mentholatum Lip Ice Gift Pack that available in Guardian stores, gives us a set of:

1. A free limited edition wristwatch brought to you exclusively by Dooodolls Design
2. A flavored lip balm
3. A Lip Ice Sheer Color - color changeable lip conditioner

The lip balms are varied in types of fruity flavors; tangy Lemon, sweet Strawberry, and juicy Apple.

and If I were in Singapore or KL right now, I certainly will buy one of it. I'll pick the lemon one. but the admin told us that it has sold out everywhere. I dont really like Lip Ice lipbalm instead since my lips didnt suit with that kind of brand. I just bought it once when I join a modelling competition that required me to include its pack on the application form.

My Top 5

yesterday, when I activated my facebook account, I played an application, called LivingSocial.

while my sister's choice,


I almost forget that I was a DDR freak that time. it's about 7 years ago, even I own the DDR equipment. my dad bought it for me and my sister. he kindly allowed us to play DDR at mall. spent so many coins to dance and always play it with my sister/ neighbor. I just love dancing and playing playstation (PS1) I dont have any PS2, PS3 or xbox.

but eventually it's only a memory and this post will always remind me.
me and my sister was going to Happy Puppy yesterday, and I was surprised when my sist sang a song; our childhood karaoke song that I cant even remember that she can sing it so well and still remember the lyrics and every word. she asked me how can I forget that she loves the song and how come I can't sing that song. but now I remember, that you love that song and will always like the song. somehow, I miss my past. but I really dont want to go back to the past if it can. cause a past is only a past. something we should leave and replaced by the time. but we also can learn from the past, isnt it?

today I went to Senayan City to watch Knowing (again). and still, I cant handle myself not to scream for every shocking moment. the film is really worth to watch but I'm scaredddddd. it makes me think bout the future. but I trust God will save us, at least for the people who believes in Him. and till the time comes to us, we're preparing for it. live to be a good person. I know I'm not a good one, I still cant stop myself to do some stupid shits, and beautiful lies.
I dont even can make a conclusion of that movie, is it a happy ending? or sad? maybe happyyyy. I believe there's always a happy ending, somehow.

I'm off.
see you!

Favorite

from all of my polyvore's sets. I'd be glad to choose my top 5 sets. the mostly liked sets. gimme some comment :)
thanks before..

I LOVE TOPSHOP and SHOES by felicemichelle featuring Christian Louboutin heels

creamy cream by felicemichelle featuring Monsoon necklaces

classic by felicemichelle featuring CHANEL bags

into an evening-night ball by felicemichelle featuring Roberto Cavalli rings

springgggg by felicemichelle featuring Giuseppe Zanotti flat shoes

anyways, will you kindly check my tumblr? although it's only 1 photo inside but I finally determined to create a tumblr account to post some pictures inside about everything, could be mine or another. to be exact, I grabbed that 1st photo when I was browsing on Collage (it's an iPhone application) where you can get tons of pictures from around the world. I rarely post my photos into it but I enjoy to see another people's pictures. so I think I'm going to post another pictures.

P.S: if you checked my twitter's status-updates. there's an update sounds like this: "broke her promise". pssttt.. it captures my current condition. guess whats the promise by this post!

Awards

Leighton Marissa Meester. a popular girl and well known as Blair Waldorf who is a rich girl from the upper east side.

in a scene with her boyfriend (or ex?), Stan Sebastian.

with my favoriteeeee ones, Taylor Momsen!!

and I really loveeeeeeeeee Leigh's dressssss. I wanna buy it but for what? there's no upcoming party.

surprisingly, she awarded me something,


thanks! you have to know that she rocks my day too. I dont even notice that she has read my blog. she's kinda so busy. anyway, thanks Leigh for stopping by. dont hesitate to visit my blog. :)))

you know you love me,
xoxo.

Randomness

what is your current obsession?
passed UAN successfully

what is your weirdest obsession?
be a model

what are you wearing today?
I only wear my lovely boxer and T-shirt.

what’s for dinner today?
home-made

why is today special?
I should study for Sociology, IL & Geography. but tomorrow will be more special than today. I guess.

what would you like to learn to do?
how to speak English fluently, how to draw a sketch.

what’s the last thing you bought?
DVDs

what are you listening to right now?
Katy Perry -Thinking of You

what is your favorite weather?
rainy without flood.

what is your most challenging goal right now?
TOEFL score >550

what do you think about the person who tagged you?
I'm not tagged by everyone, I just copied it.

if you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
I'd like if It's located in LA, fully furnished with a minimalist thing. and I'd choose a classic room for my future daughter/ son.

what would you like to have in your hands right now?
LOTS OF MONEY! yeeeeeeeeep, I want it!

what would you like to get rid of?
haters of theirselves

if you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Hollywood for sure!

which language do you want to learn?
English but I'd rather choose Korean for now. so I dont need to read the English subtitle when I watch their movies via youtube or DVDs.

what do you look for in a friend?
their attitudes.

who do you want to meet in person?
can I choose more than 1? if yes, they would be Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, Leighton Meester, Miley Cyrus (oh I cant wait for Hannah Montanah the movie), Robert Pattinson, Taylor Lautner, Irina Lazareanu, Suri Cruise, Barron Trump, Brad and Angelina Jolie and also I'd love if they brought the kids.

what’s your favorite type of music?
depends on my mood..

what’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
dresses.

what is your dream job?
fashion editor, fashion writer, models, and stuffs related to a fashion and glamour life.

any favorite models?
ofcourse! Irina and Dree :)

if you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
shoes, sandals, and plain dress.

favorite designer?
Nina Nikicio

fashion pet peeve?
someone who always mix the bright color with the same color or maybe they mix it with another color as bright as the recent color.

do you admire anyone’s style?
hell yeah!

describe your personal style!
let the other describe it. I'm pointless.

top 5 favorite websites?
blogger, twitter, justjared, perezhilton, kaskus.

the rules:

1. respond and rework: answer the questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one more question of your own.
I only add one more question of my own, I dont replace anything

2. tag eight other people:

• Liana
• Crystal
• Gilda
• Pute
• Peje
• Sonia
• Susan
• Mariska

boys... sorry, it's more into girly things so I only tag the girls.

Nordstorm

I would love to wear this, but it's currently unavailable. and only sold in USA.

States, you're so unfairrrrrr!

I Took Them from Somewhere Else

When there's a start, there's an end.

Truth hurts but lies are worse.

Quoted

when I was blogwalking to Denise's blog, she quoted something;

For two people that are involved in a long distance relationship, both must always treat each other as best as possible, so each can realize why the faraway lover is worth to wait.

I firstly read this quotation from Leighton Meester's blog. well, I dont care whether she's a faker or something else similar to that. but I really love how she write and express her feelings.
unfortunately, when I googled it up and search who's the owner of that quotation. I can't find who is the person behind this.

and there's someone called Diana Rikasari, a fashion blogger from Indonesia, my country ofcourse, copied this great quotation and many people's thought it's hers. I asked her through comments bout the quotation but I'm not pretty sure she'll answer my question, lol.
frankly, I think Diana's copied this quotation from Leighton cause it has the same font and color. and Leighton posted it on 4:50 AM while Diana posted it on 2:43 PM.

pardon me if I'm wrong.

******
my comment to her and the response:

Michelle said...

did you take this quote from Leighton's blog?
:)

April 15, 2009 10:54 PM

Diana Rikasari said...

tiza: do share it...:) (this is a response for another comment)

Michelle: no...i made it myself...:)

April 15, 2009 11:36 PM

cool girl! so, did Leighton quote from Diana's blog? GEEZ! I can hardly imagine that!

P.S: gw beneran salah deh! si Leighton tuh waktunya EDT (eastern daylight time). jadi walaupun dia AM, dia tetep aja ngepost belakangan karena waktu dia 4:50 AM EDT. thanks to Iwan sama Ebot yang udah bantu gw memecahkan perasaan penasaran gw hahahaha! jadi Diana yang ngepost duluan...

Poor Suri

as you can see in these pictures. Suri likes to cover her ears with both of her hands. sometimes it caused by the chopper sounds and the rest might be cause she got annoyed.
at first I thought she is the luckiest kid I've ever known. but, lately after I read the comments on JustJared. I think she's no longer to be the luckiest kid. moronically, her mother wears a scarf around her neck and usually covered her body with jacket, cardigans or something such like that while her daughter is only covered by a summer dress and shoes without socks (I know that maybe it caused by fashion). imagine that it's a hot season, in my opinion Katie looks odd. but when I imagine it's a cold season, geeeeez, it's too miserable for Suri. well, I'm not a hater and I hope this post aint describing a hateful message. I only shared what I've thought. actually, there's still a lot of gossip. yeaaah, another opinion about TomKat's family. click the link and read over the comment's section. probably you'll get what I mean.
anyway, Suri is still adorable, cute and lovable. I would like to kidnap her if it's allowed.

Barron William Trump

born in a wealthy family

with his SUPERDAD, Donald Trump and MOM, Melania Trump (well, she's a supermodel)

another pictures, grabbed from JustJared, which is my favorite gossips' website;


such a cute kid who turns 3 on March 20.

Books: Fiction

Jojo Moyes - Silver Bay

Jill Mansell - An Offer You Can't Refuse

Mariam Keyes - Anybody Out There

Alexander McCall Smith - Love Over Scotland

my sister just bought those books since she's had a project to review 10 English fictional novels. so she bought them at Times Bookstore. and indeed she should buy another 6 books. so I consider to buy the recent books I was craving for. I told her bout another 3 great novels that I knew from Pheby. lately, I figure that vampire is absolutely like a new hype in novels.

I'm off to eat. my sister just made a dinner for me. I'll post the review later..

au revoir!

Finally Posted

I just got back from Lellidewi, for having a treatment. we usually called it totok wajah in Bahasa. and this is the second time I'm having that treatment. I dont really understand what's the effect of this treatment but I love it! just visit the website if you want to know more and if you want to try it, you can visit the beauty salon at Jalan Limau I no. 38, Kebayoran Baru. me and my mother just got back from there. I was handled by the owner, Mam Lelli. yeah, maybe I should call her like that. we had a short conversation while I was handled by her. such as, she asked me where's my school and home, how many sibling do I have, where's my sister's university, and so on. but I really have no topic to chat, so and I just answered, giggled, and smiled to her. then after that I got masked and massage on feet.

well, before I went to Lellidewi, I went to Senayan City justtttt for buying oneandahalf's collection. buttttttttt, there's something stupid happened. I'm sure that I went to Fashion First. I entered the shop (or boutique?) well, I called it shop. then, I've been searching to the entire shop for finding them. and I didnt find anything looks alike Nikicio's. then, I asked the shop attendance about Nikicio and oneandahalf. do you want to know something? she doesnt even know what's Nikicio!! -.- so I went out from the shop and I emailed to oneandahalf. well, there's no reply but I'm sure they will reply it. I'll tell you later the response.

and yesterdayyyyyy, I went to the church for sure. since it was a Good Friday. tonight, I'll surely go to the church again. yes, since Thursday, I've gone to the church regularly.
I went to ex too with some of my friends to play bowling at Spincity. then, we ate at the tollroad's rest area. (we went to Karang Tengah tollroad just for eat! but it was fun. well.. for awhile it's fun) we ate A&W, I ordered the choco-waffel. I also learned how to drive a car that day.

ok, that's it. I'm not really in a good mood to post many thing and the photos.
:) thanks for reading and commenting on my posts. I appreciate it so much dear. thanks for leaving message on my cbox too.

love youuuuuuu all!!

******

UPDATED!!!

this picture was taken yesterday at A&W, Karang Tengah
left to the right: Rene, Liana, Me, Adi, Eva

and today we took a lot of picture at the same place too around 11.30 PM till 12.00 PM. we just went to the rest area for taking pictures, after ran off from the church. I know it's so awfully wrong, however now I'm relieved.

******

From: Michelle
Sent: Sat 4/11/09 10:44 AM
To: nikicio oneandahalf (oneandahalf@nikicio.com)
hello..
I'm just wondering. I went to fashion first bout 4 hours ago. it's not far from Topshop rite?
well, I want to buy some of your collection but I just cant find the collection in fashion first. I asked the shop attendance where's the collection. but she doesn't even know what is nikicio.
anyways, would you mind to explain me whats wrong with this..?

their response;

From: oneandahalf (oneandahalf@nikicio.com)
Sent: Sat 4/11/09 12:53 PM
To: Michelle
Hello there,
If we may we know, which collection do you interested to buy? nikicio or oneandahalf?
Because we only sell oneandahalf collection in fashion first, which is the second line of nikicio collection.

Hope the information helps & please do not hesitate to contact us if you have any further inquiries.
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what do you think? and what should I do? aaaaaaaaa... I think I dont have much time to go to the mall again. due to the national exam and final exam is coming up.

******
it's 1:17 AM now. and it also means, HAPPY EASTER!!!

here I have two great quotations to be shared,
"Though our feelings come and go. God's love for us does not."
"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much."

once again, Happy Easter all. God Bless!

Tribute to Nina Garcia

this picture was published about 2 years ago.

Ninotchka Garcia as known as Nina Garcia, a fashion director of Marie Claire. actually, this picture is her project during her work at ELLE. she had spent her 13 years at there and had been a fashion director for the past 8 years. a job that I would love to take it, ofcourse.

her first book, The Little Black Book of Style that was released on 5 September 2007

and this is her second book, The One Hundred: A Guide to the Pieces Every Stylish Woman Must Own. actually, I am still waiting for her third book that many people told it will be come out soon in this September.

wanna look inside of the book?



I love the illustration!

I Actually Wanna Wear Them!

1½ (OneandAHalf)
Nikicio's New Collection

******
I'm sure, this Saturday, I'll go to Senayan City- Fashion First, to get this awesome collection.